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.Monday, November 10, 2008 ?
# lose yourself


yeah i did. i had quite some fun today, and felt happy about it.

happy about everything done today.

im tired and lazy.

...

dont think again

enough harm has been done

you will be sad, but its damn fucked up to feel sad

so just be happily dulan about it

now longer partially subservient

ultimately, your own being is above all

i taught you that, of course i must practice what i preach

nnbfckingccb, there will be almost no exceptions

for as long as i will it to be

...


if there is a wall and the wall is ugly, no matter how good the quality of paint i use for painting the ugly wall, when all the paint drop off, you will have a fucking ugly wall again.

and remember, it will only look more and more obvious the more you try to cover it up.

you may wish to ignore it, but maybe you can stop living in your little own world because everyone else knows it.

lol fucking cheebye, fuck you to hell and back.

I THINK I WILL FEEL BETTER IF THE NEXT ONE YEAR OF MY LIFE GO PASS SWIFTLY


and its not just about the army



-[an apple a day keeps the doctor away, but a hug a day definitely keeps the psychiatrist at bay]-
End @ 10:29 PM
I AM NIMAJNEB!!

Benjamin 童明杰

If you want ANY song that exists, ask me on msn for it. 99 percent i have.

Intellectual stuff

Cheap and sumptious cuisine

Beautiful accessories

Searching for the meaning of life and love in a world of chaos and darkness, masks and lies.


Some superficial facts

Emo Robot Boy

Blackjack+1

Loves fun and creativity in all aspects of life

Loyal to friends and loved ones

Semi - materialistic

I dont hate anything really, but if theres anything i must hate, its things i cannot control and superficiality.

Anything emotionally engaging is food for me.
No music, no life.

Msn : gumdog2001@hotmail.com

Searching for ravishing rainbows amidst dark ashen skies

I hope everyone who reads my blog find it somehow relevant to their daily lives and explore their emotional side

Learn to cook nice food, i believe thats very important as a lifelong skill

Hmm i would also like to learn the violin or piano
but all i can do is make people put their hands on their ears

Singing is fun and emotional engaging and releasing
Im ok, just needs to be better

Handling people and life better, and better
Learn psychology perhaps?maybe also find meaning in life,
Be happy
thats all it matters at the end of the day

To be a better person and live a good life,
a bit general.. but i guess its nvm

Worldwide travel, but thats gotta wait for a quite long time
And
And
And always remember, timed patience is KING!.


LINKS

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Time Elapsed

* October 2008 * November 2008 * December 2008 * January 2009 * February 2009 * March 2009 * April 2009 * May 2009 * June 2009 * July 2009 * August 2009 * October 2009