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it is inevitable.

there will come a day when we will all become old people.

we are young now, but youth does not last forever.

our hairs will turn grey, our skin will wrinkle, our memory will deteriote, our health will deprove.

we might not even take care of ourselves.

how many friends and how many loved ones would you have by then?

are you going to become a burden?

our life will change. it is sad, but real.

fuck sia, i dont want to grow old but no one can be peter pan.

look at today: the society's attitude towards the elderly. yes, there are caring people around, but the amount is getting lesser as time passes.

i think everyone has heard the story about a grandfather, his son(a father) and his grandson, a huge basket and a trip to the mountain.

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if i really grow so old by then, i have only one wish, i hope my friends and my wife can die before me, because 留下来的人比去的人痛苦几百倍.

so sad right? haiz...

:)

forget it, we all should look on the brighter side of life and live what we have now.

车到山前必有路，船到桥头自然直.

only thing that matters is what 车 and what 船 you have been through in your life.

people tend to forget about things that happened in the past, be it anything, sad or happy or whatever.

when it is the past and what your physical and mental self have experienced which has made us the very what we are today.

it is like baking a cake and forgetting the exact components and ingredients of a the cake after you are done!

remembering the past, i feel, makes us a more complete person..

even if the past hurts, it only serves as a greater reason why we should remember them, because the more it hurts, the more we should not repeat our mistakes again.

ah... the good old times.

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it is a huge pity that the newer generations will miss out on what we have experienced in the past.

children nowdays are so modernised, they lose the beautiful innocence at a younger age than we did. knowledge and exposure to life corrupts and destroys innocence. as a child who is not exposed to such stuff, you will have a more meaningful and beautiful memory because simply you are having fun in your own little world and cant be bothered with anything else.

but sooner or later, everything comes to us.

people like us who were born in the 80s to the early 90s were exposed to so much fun and memorable things, i can list so many:

my brain is fuzzy, so lets start in a chronological order.

what i am going to type is what i can rememberrrr...so if you have more, please feel free to add on!

-50 cent car rides at people's park/chinatown area
-lau pa sat!
-playgrounds with the dragon thing, if you know what im talking about
-firecrackers!
-sizzling sticks and guns that we can buy from the mama shop and play!
-captain planet
-he-man!
-ultraman
-old farm visits @ lim chu kang area, got chicken cow all the animal also have, i dont know if they are still around now
-mighty morphin' power rangers
-very old board and card games that i dont remember
-very cheap chocolate and strawberry milk that they make us drink during primary school
-10 cent country eraser that we keep playing and buying
-1 dollar chicken rice, now knn everything so ex, u eat chicken rice at food court can 4 dollar, the chicken inside got gold, thats why so expensive.
-constable acai
-pensmanship( the 6 animals for the 6 years of your primary school english textbook)
-bookworm gang
-hao peng you
-zhi shi hua bao
-old textbook syllabus and design that are so retro
-TAMAGOTCHI! HAHAHA! (feed your tamagotchi and wash their shit or they will die)
-pokemon
-digimon
-digivice (the shake shake one then your digimon will fight one)
-all the old disney shows!Mickey Mouse,Donald Duck,Minnie Mouse all the duno what mouse and duck cute cute one, Lion King, Pocahontas, Aladdin, Little Mermaid, Bambi, The Jungle Boy, 101 Dalmatians, Beauty and the Beast, Sleeping Beauty and the 7 Dwarves and many more...
-and the less famous ones like Rapunzel, Sandman etc
-old mrt.... only got red line and i can remember all the station.. now the station so many until simi kanasai i also cant remember, ok la cool very convenient, island-wide eh??? build to sentosa and tuas ok ma? but it is nice to remember what the mrt only was to what it is now.
-taxi inside got the ting teng ting teng, duno for what but usually high speed den have de
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-big fat heavy gameboys to slim psps
-pager -> handphones
-monophones -> polyphones with touch screens
-last time bus use ticket, now ez-link
-some bus no aircon, now all aircon
-last time all night market got roller coaster, now only Escape have
-cigarette from 10 sticks $2.90 to 20 stick $10

any more? speak up!

(Aladdin) I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me princess, now when did you last
Let your heart decide

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
or where to go
Or say where only dreaming

(Jasmine) A whole new world
A dazzling place i never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world
With you

(Aladdin) Now I'm in a whole new world with you

(Jasmine) Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, free-wheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
A whole new world
(Aladdin) Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
(Aladdin) Hold your breath it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be
(Aladdin) A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red letter
(Together) I'll chase them everywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this
Whole new world with you
(Aladdin)A whole new world
(Jasmine)A whole new world
(Aladdin)That's where we'll be
(Jasmine)That's where we'll be
(Aladdin)A thrilling chase
(Jasmine)A wondrous place
(Together)For you and me


such a beautiful song, so dreamy and nolstagic, reminding us of the past, what we once had and what could have been
how can modern crap like high school musical compare to this?
high school musical is fucking gay.
only vanessa hudgens made it less of a epic fail.

-Have you ever heard the wolf cried to the blue corn moon, or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?

whatfucksoever, i havent blog for awhile, been busy and really sianed.

with damn lot of things.

anyway, i think i am really crazy to cycle to yishun and back from woodlands with my friend.

however crazy i or anybody think it was, i think it was at least some crazy fun.

watching the people i pass by, do they see me like i see them?

you see me as a cyclist right there, but i see you as something to be noticed of my two hour+ journey.

there is always something interesting to observe about so many a thing.

yawn. i am tired of being tired.

bring back my old life, bring back the wow.