yeah, nelly is right.

weather's being an absolute bitch, yup yup.

third rock from the sun, the fuck is wrong wit you?

scorching mornings, downpours in the afternoon and extremely humid evenings.

cold mornings, scorching afternoon all the way to night and fucking cold evenings.

or any combination of fucked up mornings and afternoons and evenings

whatever it is, its causing outbreaks of the dreaded 3-in-1 combo.

fever, sore throat, flu.

right now, i have two already, am i supposed to feel sadistically happy or something?

only thing now is to spam alot of water before i end up like a damn sick patient lying on bed and groaning arghhh.


[-sometimes the hardest thing in life is to decide which bridge to cross and which bridge to burn. we go back on our decision sometimes by fixing the burning/nt bridges and burning away the useless bridges-]

AS MUCH AS I WANT TO, I CANT BRING MYSELF TO DO IT. THATS THE PAIN OF SUCH A BEAUTIFUL IRONY.

been a rather draggy day, late dismount from camp, feeling rather lethargic.
haha, what's new btw!

a friend of mine is going overseas, thailand, for a one month training course.

heard it is 44 degrees celsius, crazy hot.

given the political unrest and whatever fuck-shit-nots in thailand now, it is of utmost unpopularity amongst travellers.

wish him good luck, : )

fun.play.eat.drink.poon.tired.sleep.chaos.whatever













want something, work for it. prove you are capable of that accomplishment and reap the rewards. do not simply try your best, because that is not enough. you must know what you are doing, then try your best. work's work, play's play, fen qing chu. the only good reason you might feel sad can be only because you failed, not because you did nothing and hoped to get something and did not get it.





-[emerald rose in the middle of a stained weed field]-

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinkin' times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And when we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change come whatever
We will still be Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat Chorus:

La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Repeat Chorus three times



for any of my friends that are reading this now, this is for you. :) i love you guys.