you, or i! might have lost ourselves in the midst of life; we might be suffering, we might be enjoying!

humans have egos and self-awarenesses, so almost nobody would admit that they are lying to themselves right from the base of the heart.

they tell themselves and everybody what everybody wants to hear, people like to hear good things, see good stuff.

人就是那么肤浅.

just about everyone.

almost nobody appreciates the hidden stuff behind things, until someone initiates the chain of interest.

its like nobody bothers to buy the special set meal even though everyone knows that thing exists.

maybe my example is a bit off. but it is an example afterall, just a tad inferior.

easy way out is what everybody does, was that a natural decision, passed down from our ancient ancestors via genes and evolution?

everything you do, your physical acts, your intents be it benevolent or malicious, might not have any meaning at all... is that what you really think you want?

think twice, think thrice, always constantly thinking, pondering, upgrading your thoughts to the higher rungs of the mental ladder.

i could be very simple and straightforward, but i know that would be ironic, because everything ive just typed above would be against myself.

sigh.

if life was to be about obeying the laws of nature and everything natural, i would object violently because i believe everyone should fight for your own individual needs and desires.

that could be disastrous, only because the majority of the people succumbs so willingly.

simply put, i believe submitting yourself to the mundane aspect of life is totally wrong, no matter how right it may seem to you and everyone.

we are all intelligent beings! why!

ice kachang is colourful and delicious, but nobody will notice that it is only bits of cold solidified water and sugars with many kinds of colouring.