Dear Lazy Fingers,

Hi There. (^_-)
Its been a while since i typed and blogged, i apologize for my tardiness. I do not know exactly why, perhaps i am just too tired and negligent. I hope this will make up for it, even though it may not seem like much. You know i am still always here for you :), whether you care or not, afterall you are (like) my fingers. haha.
NS(National Service but i call it Nasty Slavery) is boring to the max. Im so fucking sianed with it. I know i keep repeating the same thing over and over again but understand that this is my only way to somehow release my inner angst about how screwed up it is. I could type a billion words about its awesome lampoonery and crappiness and shittiness whatsoever and that wouldnt suffice.
Still, i type. Its only natural to do so. It is afterall, better than nothing.
I am going to be free! for these few days, so i am going to make full use of the time! to do fun! and meaningful! things.
:) ) )
i am going to make myself very happy, and the people around me happy. I think about the many many things i could do and my heart silently rejoices in dignified pride or so. The feeling of freedom, be it physical or mental, is like nothing could ever resemble.
Freedom, freedom. It will be the embodiment of much things i do from today. Lalala, i dont care.